There are moments in life when the ground beneath you gives way without warning.

Not slowly. Not with any kindness. Just suddenly everything you thought was solid turned out to be something completely different.

Mine happened on what was supposed to be the happiest morning of my life. I was seven months pregnant, standing barefoot in a bridal suite, wearing a white dress, and holding my breath between waves of pain.

And through a door that was slightly ajar, I heard the man I was going to marry explain to his best friend exactly what I meant to him.

Nothing.
I didn't mean anything.